confession

i have created
so many myselves
to fight against

so many opinions
so many views
to debate

sometimes i feel
i caged myself
in the real
with these words
i can't take back

so much real
so much perception
i have gathered like dust
i end up realising
my reasons are absurd

i have loved the chaos
that surrounds me
now i realise
its always bound me
to these memories
i have tried to forget
to these people
i have tried to forgive

i am trapped
in a lifetime
i tried to erase
i'm tired of this nothingness
that i always face

i realise now
its cost me more than it should
my life and confessions
in a chaotic world
dominated by fools