I loved and I lost

I loved and I lost,
And I loved and I lost.
Perhaps my love was not strong.
To hold together the bond
I tried to fortify,
But to my most dreaded imagination,
It never stood with me, but always walked by,
Leaving me to ponder upon the reasons why?
Although I could find none,
Yet Love, I could not find one.
I loved with all my heart,
And I surrendered in my soul.
Yet loved always evaded,
To alight me with its toll
Oft I had heard, that love makes life live,
But I lived without.